life that i hate

I can not believe that this is my life

nothing is missing because theres nothing there to fill

no need for a knife

theres nothing there to kill

living one day at a time never satisfied its never enough

nothing to change, all I can be is me

everyone else thinks they have it so rough

being nothing, invisible, noone is all i can be

I thought I was going to be great

thought I could be anything I wanted

now I am in a life that I hate

just a freak who gets taunted

people always ask me hows my day

i lie and lie and say im good

they cant handle the truth if i would say

that im stuck in a life that sucks and i would change it if i could