Dreams

An endless void of suffering,

The one way out upon soft wings.

I actually load the chamber.

It's time to realse all that anger.

I hold it up without a shiver,

I see her then I pull the trigger.

I wake up and start to scream,

It was nothing but a dream.

There is something wrong inside of me,

That keeps me from turning dream into reality.

I wake up everyday and suffer,

because everything i see reminds me of her.

Every night I tie the rope and kick the chair,

I slit my wrists and no one cares.

But everytime she is there.

And I wake up and I'm still here.

My heart's fucked up but now it's beating,

I don't know why, I can't stop the bleeding,

Of emotions I neer had.

God why does it feel so bad?

Her name echos in my heart,

it belonged to her from the start.

Problem is she doesn't want it,

Why can't this be a dream, why can't I stop it?

My friend Justin wrote this and I'm writing it on here for him!! Ty for reading...