I'm tired

I'm so tired of pretending,

Pretending everything is ok,

My tears are starting to show,

And my smile is fading away.

I'm tired of this pain that's in my chest.

It grows and grows each time I see her.

Her long blonde hair and her darkbrown eyes.

You love her more then me but i'm tired of pretending,

Pretending that i'm not still love you,

that I don't think about you at all,

and that I don't care that your with her and not me.

I'm so tired of the tears that flow across my cheeks because of you.

I love you more then her but,

you love her more then me.

So I sit here saying 'I'm happy for you' when i'm not really.

I'm tired of pretending that my heart isn't broken,

because it is.