love and warfare

" The price of our vitality is the sum of all our fears."-David Whyte

I have realized that i have been wanting to look like the Knight without haveing to bleed like one.

The last thing my love needs is for me to be hesitant. She needs a lover and a Warrior

I have found my strength in the Lord and I will devote myself to paraying for her as I never have
I will place myself between her and the forces  of darkness
that have come against her to confuse her of her purpose and destiny

i pledge this to myself and to her, whether it be as a boyfriend or a bestfriend
I will do my best to be a sheild for her, like i should have been from the very beginning

I thank you Lord for your strength to endure thru whatever comes no matter how hard it gets
please Lord, keep me close to you! For without you, surely i am nothing.

(taken from the Adventures of David Hutchins,,Pg30-31)