Abortion

abortion!!!

~ABORTION~

The words you say cut deep into my head and straight into my arm.      

Do you understand what you've done to me?

your've cut theonly breath I had!

I'm talking to you, wanting you to change your mind!

Will you listion or will you abort?

All you thought about was what I would do to your figure, but what about our future?

I meant nothing to you!!!

I was so small not even six months old,    but you didn't care,  you let him take me away!

Do you ever think of me? do you even remember me?

Was it your self inflicted model look or your vanished popularity you put over me?

Was it daddy who told you to throw me away?

or did grandma pay you to give me up?

If my tears were real would you wipte them?

Do you understand the words I never got to say?

do you see the smile I never smiled?

When you looked at the screen what did you think?

Today I would have been three, but you chose the life of a man beating you. If I was there I would have been supergirl and made him fly far away!

Mom, today I would have been 18, I would have out ran a cop and crashed the new car, Are you mad?

Now I would have been 21, Walking down the aisle. he would be there standing the man of my dreams, smiling at me.

I am nine months pregnent, and I'm filled with motherly joy,

You're a grandma!

She is so beautiful.

Do you remember what she looked like? Do you remember her first steps or her first words?

Why can't you remember these things?

Remember when you aborted me?

There was no second thought, You were 16 and popular, and daddy was on the football team.

Do you remember the time you couldn't stop bleeding? that was when you killed me!

Do you remember the time you cried and you didn't know why? I wasn't there and you didn't feel like yourself!!

You aborted me for something that faded away. For the boy who dumbed you the next day,

but its okay!

I'm in a better place now, Someone holds me, Someone reads to me,

and tells me you love me!

Getting pregnet wasn't your fault, it was a dare.

You didn't feel bad, I understand your love.

So I couldn't go to preschool,

or my first prom.

But at least I know

I have a new home

Heavens Doors excepted me before you could abort me!

~Baby Abigail!