A Weakening Pain

She stands away from the people she loves and saves them from her pain,
letting them close enough to feel it would be  more than vain.
Her body feels numb, she can no longer produce tears
there's no more release from the past years.
Wanting so bad to be like everyone else and be able to cry,
only single tears fall and she lets out a sigh.
Her defense is slowly weakening she can feel her strength failing,
the negative thoughts are impailing.
To be surrounded by so many and yet feel so alone,
she cries herself to sleep and turns off her phone.
When will this pain go away...how much longer can she stay?
The room's growing dark and she's getting weaker,
it's all starting to defeat her.
"Good things happen to good people" is a bold lie,
because this "good person" just wants to cry.
She wishes to release this pain some way,
because here she can no longer stay.
It just wasn't meant to be,
she will never fully be "happy".