Broken 2

There's a place that eveyone considers a home,
but what is it to someone who's all alone?
When one is outcasted, spat on and rejected,
is this a 'home'  revised or perfected?
A "family" is supost to shower you with love and support,
tell me - will you say goodbye to me at the airport?
You stomp on my dreams and scold me with your lies,
you are only fueling my despise.
You're making the choice to leave easier each day,
I can't believe the way you're treating me ... do you really think it's okay?
I'm blown away by how rude and selfish you have become,
when did my family only consist of one?
Day by day I try to just ignore it all,
trying to stay strong, trying not to fall.
My family now  consists of me, myself and I,
I'm left here to feel this pain and wonder why.
Why am I being treated in such a way?
Why is it that you had a bad day so I have to pay?
Do you feel some sense of relief?
Knowing that I was the escape from your grief?
Go ahead, raise your voice...
you still will have no choice.
I will leave and you will not follow,
it is your fault that my love for you is now hollow.
Don't threaten me - you are simply wasting your time,
fear has never been a emotion of mine.
You may have broken me for now,
but I WILL get back up someway, somehow.