Being alone

Being alone hurts so much like death
It makes me want to leave
I am always feeling out of breath.

Being alone is not having someone to love
When I really need it
I can always turn to the Lord from above.

Being alone is not the way that I want to feel
It feels like knives driving in my head
This is the way I have always felt, what is the deal.

Being alone is when I have no one to hold on to
When I am all messed up inside
Like my heart is torn to shreds by a lion in the zoo

Being alone makes me want to go out and do crazy stuff
Makes me just lose my mind
Like going out and being a fool or doing things to look tuff.

Being alone in the end is like running into a spear in a war that will never end
The warrior just keeps driving it deeper but I never die
My heart can't take much more of this pain, how is it ever going to mend.

The only time that I do not feel alone is when I am with the Lord
When I am talking to him
The Lord is always going to be there for me he is my shield and my sword.