Dont know how to tell you

It’s so hard to express
The way that I feel
It makes me feel so depressed.

The joy that you give me
Sometimes does not feel right
Cause I wonder how can this be.

When we held for the first time
I was so stunned and amazed
I had wished that I could have frozen time.

When you got up and walked away
I so badly wanted to tell you
But like always didn’t know what to say.

I pray to God to give me strength to tell you
I know that he always listens
But I don’t know how to tell you.

I know one day I will be able to say
What I have to say
I just want to before I fade away.

What I have to tell you
Is so simple
It is I love you.