love... or something like it...

I close my eyes and it's like you're right there...
staring at me...
breathing on me...
kissing me...
I think about the conversations we shared...
you've helped me through so much...
why can't I stop thinking about you?
I know we could never be...
but it's like you're all that's on my mind.
It's like you're here with me...
holding me...
loving me...
making love to me...
Why can't you be close?
Why can''t I kiss you?
Is it forbidden?
Or is it just someone else thats in my way.
I know this is love...
or something like it.