to hell and back

I've been through hell

and then came back

I've seen the past and furture

My grandma that pasted I've seen when I was half dead

An injection in my arm and I was out cold

The gates of heaven looked so bright

So clear

So close

They pulled me back

Everything went black

And her face disapeared

All she said was "I'm proud,

you've grown and shown them what you are"

This is the furture

I'm still alive

I'm not going to die just yet

I have someone who cares

They don't want me dead

I saw her face as if she were real

She held me and said "I'm here"

They woke me from the surgery and put me in a chair

I left that horrid place sobbing in tears

Some will never know what that feels like

To go under the fog

It will bring back memories that haunts you

I never want to go back

Hold me in your arms and never let me go

All I have left to protect me is him