Dark Confusion

what is there to say?
to say that life is important
to say that sadness does not esisest
to say that love is like a tender kiss
smooth and soft as the gentle wind
what is this madness bestode upon me?
this curse of haterd that has no cure
have i fallen?
in love?
with this man?
oh how i wish my mind could speak to me
how i wish i could know what this voice is saying inside my head
though i speak as if nothing has troubled me
nor my body that which it could perice my hands and thy heart