Eye's Wide Open

She looks in the mirror
But doesn't reciginize the face looking back at her
How did she become this way?
Just another doll face
Straight hair, lip gloss and eye liner
But how did that face turn this way?
Turning on the shower drencing her hair
Making it curly
What had she become?
Just another face in the back ground scenery
What happened to the girl that lived in Balwin Park?
She's too different
Now to see her
Look inside her eyes
That blue spot is all the tears she's held back so far in her life
What has she become?
Where did she go?
The girl that was taught not to fear anything
Got the crap beat out of her when she was
Where did she go?
She's loved now by someone that's not her family
But had she lost herself?
She looks deep inside herself
Curls up her body on the cold ground
Ah yes there she is
There's the real girl
The little girl that lives inside the woman she is today
Still afaid of peoples hands when they touch her skin
A cut above her right brow
Bruises on her back
Oh yes
There she is
The little girl
That still wants to die from all the pain endured
There she is
The little girl he still loves cause it's a part of the woman he loves now
That girl's about to be gone
Forever
No longer will she hide inside herself
She evaporates into the air
Finally
Transendant bliss