happyness isnt real

Sitting at the corner in a dark room

All i hear from my parents room is "BOOM,BOOM"

Dad beats me and then goes after my mom and calls her a whore.

At school teachers ask me what happened to my eye

I respond I ran into a door.

Wishing my dad was dead

Sobbing quietly at the end of my bed.

Trying to find a place in my head where i am happy forever

Still trying to find my happy place and i realize the answer is never.