FREESTYLE DRUNK

Ok so I wrote this while being drunk...and I dont usually do that because well...it sucks when i do haha...and plus i dont want substances taking credit for my writings...anyway this is freestyle...not that great but it struck something in me :)

You just have to read it fast like a metal/rap

Memoirs of you, haunt me as I lay

Twist me when I scream, I fear who I’ve been is fading

Something writhing deep inside it speaks

"Just look at how you’ve grown, you’ve grown so weak"

Night and Dawn again, I try to shine my light is bleak

I’ve become so dim, for my sins I have to leave

In the end to fight is all I have left to live...for

It all seems so blight in me it runs through my...veins

Before I used to have nothing be taken in vain

Now I yearn and strive for this pain, must it be forgotten?

I’ll be lost in it’s memories...Forsaken as the person who I was long

So long ago, I killed it off all of it to become this, what I am today

It consumes me now, it seems so fucked up how...

I could have been so loving then, now I’m wasted in the answers

Of who I was..now this is what I am...pure misery