CruciF@#k My Hear Dear Lovely

All the loveless will, this night rise

We’ll fucking glow; scream through cries

The lights have burned out-Still, our hearts shine

The once embraced, do not die...merely beg-their demise

All hollowed unified...Yearning, for the day...Waiting in dismay

Search across the lonely road sides, night after night...

Always wailing; hoping to find...A city-burning lights

Smothered skies...Glitter dances, to songs of twilight...

All lovers empty of caresses still looking for a sign...kill the lights

This time, the neon lettering speaks tongue tied...Love is solely

Beneath such ignorant stares, confined, lust...My heart it cracks,

Shattered...remnants lost...Stepped upon to the beats of our melody

Frozen ground, laid upon...turned to dust; suffocated; reviled

Is this everything I’ve wanted, so it seems...I’ve gained nothing more

Something less, than my name, the reprobate, lovers lost; who’s to blame?

Follow my finger as I will it-raised;

In the in-between, you see this-how I feel-sickened by your guise

You said you were true; said you’d never let, let go...I’m falling...Deep is this woe...

Our hands; our hearts; our souls you let divide...Fuck! For who!?...

I still wait, for you I break...deceived, been sidelined

Again and again; Night after night...From Dusk, to sunrise smile-so fake

I fall, it happens ever so often now...I stand! To struggle, in your strangle hold;

Through lack of breathing-asphyxiate...from my air,

Tainted black; bleak; despaired

I welcome all; as hell, blasphemed in his reign, his eyes will suffer, forever more

I ceaseless, in my strife...submit to the abuse; I bow

For every gifted blows, I take it; yes, I smile...

My demons tear inside...chained, ragging to rip your heart apart

I let them kill my own instead...for you love...the one you’ve abandoned

The one, whom you, believe dead to be, I swear all along it’s been in your head

To my adoration, futile; I, forsaken, walk these road sides-mute-so cold

Of angels; you-deprived; my love-to cross my path of life; in love-been denied

You stare across the ocean; it is I who stands afar, below the ashen skies...

Oh, this sorrow fills my lungs, my veins spill across my screams...My mourning moans,

Alone in life, I, so terrified; been demonized...you, further from me appear to be;

You’ve become without me-divine...I will, infernal in my voice, I’ll speak...

It’s all still the same, can’t you see dear?

Or simpler yet do you merely choose, you do not want to see?

(When will you see?)

...I love you now as I’ve always deemed...Still you will not

Let you, be mine...You say as always... "yet in time"...

I say "enough, enough, enough of your lies"...I beg you darling, love...

Do not stare at this beast I’ve become, to think me

Less than what is laid beneath; my beauty if you let it, grows...

To you my dear, I’ll show

It shines...I am not what you might think of me...

No not vile...I am simply

Lost, shattered, cold, In the dark; this corner-within pages to the stories

That of a child, without habitation, nor salvation-forgotten

The ink it has been spoken, this book...In the melted sands, drips softly...

Into me...It is I...the pen it stabs right through my wrists...

This tale my lips will finish, I...echo; hallow-kissing an ending horrified...

Waiting endlessly, I hopeless-sigh; realize the rain has left...

Lipstick which you wore tonight...smeared, strewn across the mask

I’ve torn from your facade...

Such glamor, wasted upon such worthless, a sacrifice...

Your visage...glimmers now...

As you, so truly shine...hold me...hold me...

To the cross; leave me crucified...