sick of being me

they always need my help...

call on me all the time

don't they know what i go through

i also have a life!

i ask for things

they call me spoiled

and tell me to go away

I hold back tears

don't show them my fears

 i save all that for a rainy day

i have to be so "Perfect"

all that i do ain't enough

i ask for love

but all i get is junk

life doesn't seem like it is looking up

when i come home

from a long day at school

i want alittle peace

but they yell at me

scream at me

i feel like i am a leash!!!!

i can't go out

hang with friends

they get so insecure

they don't trust me

they won't let me be

help me i need a cure!!!

i sometimes wish to end my life

i wonder if they will miss me

i don't think they won't

cause it feels like all they do is scold

without me they would use just a little less voice

i'm sick and tired

my life's gone haywire

i want to rest my head

but i can't because they just come back again

and want me to fix something

even if it takes me till way after 10

the things i'd like to do together

they put on the back burner

but they want to do the most dumbest things

and i have to go along with their boring flings

life can't get any worst

i know it seems lame

all the reasons that i complain

but you don't understand my disease

the life of Rose's and Joe's daughter

not good enough for her mother or father

someone bring me relief!

because i am so sick

sick of being me