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I Just Wish I Wouldn't Hurt You

Views (202) Pain Created on 8-20-08 Flag

How is it possible to break your own heart?

How is it possible to stab yourself in the back?

Tell me how because I don't know.

Yet somehow I know that I've done it.

My broken heart, I don't want to mend.

I want it to fester and die.

I am not worth anyone taking the time to fix it.

I have hurt you, I have done this again.

Fucked myself over, killed my own kin.

This heart of mine, battered broken.

It's insufferable, I want it no longer.

Because all who accept it only know pain.

For I am a demon, a worthless soul.

Reprimand me please, tear my skin with your caustic words.

Make me feel miserable, because that will make it better.

Don't lie down, cowering away, as this I say.

"I don't know what I want"

Reprimand me please, break my bones.

Kill me, break me, hate me.

I'm a worthless soul, I thought I didn't deserve heartache and pain.

Now I see that it's brought about by my own petty thoughts.

I'm whimsical, fickle as the wind.

I love you I do, I know that it's true.

"An ocean, a typhoon it shan't keep me from you."

That is what I've said, but now I wish you'd run away.

I don't want to hurt you, I don't want you to wait.

But at the same time I do.

I'm selfish, unworthy of you.

So take me away, silence me please.

I love you I do.

I just wish I wouldn't hurt you.

 

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On September 20th 2008 SunkistLover21 Said :
SunkistLover21 You've amazed me again with yer poems, kidddd.
On September 14th 2008 AllyDiedToday Said :
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omg! this is amazig!
On August 27th 2008 xXPunkGirl09Xx Said :
xXPunkGirl09Xx wow, this is so emotional. I am almost crying over this poem but it is an amazing poem! Well done! :D
On August 22nd 2008 xHickChick789x Said :
xHickChick789x aww this is so emotional. :'( Kind of like the way I'm feel right now. Awesome job!
On August 21st 2008 muse4apoem Said :
muse4apoem You explian your struggles well in this poem. I wish you would feel better though. :(
On August 21st 2008 Shannonism374l Said :
Shannonism374l oh my, you almost give me explode of my tear...i hold my face...very emotional poem...its GREAT POEM! :D you should make more poem!
On August 21st 2008 UnSane420 Said :
UnSane420 this is beautiful i love it i almost cried after i read this i love this poem!!
On August 21st 2008 speederspider Said :
speederspider very very very beautiful. I am soooo impressed Andy. "For I am a demon, a worthless soul. "Reprimand me please, tear my skin with your caustic words." god those lines are beautiful.
On August 21st 2008 Thugnastay227 Said :
Thugnastay227 tangible emotion here. bravo
On August 21st 2008 lovin5life Said :
lovin5life This is deep and i somewhat feel like this right about now...but it will all get better, dont worry
On August 20th 2008 EvilRaven9892 Said :
EvilRaven9892 Deep with emotion and just wow
On August 20th 2008 hollistechik08 Said :
hollistechik08 good!
On August 20th 2008 brokenScArLeT Said :
brokenScArLeT i feel ur pain!!! lol... there is no way i can get my feelings down like tht its a good poem... ur a great guy and a caring person to =]
On August 20th 2008 chickenbroth Said :
chickenbroth I agree with Cassie. Your incredble at getting it all down though.
On August 20th 2008 CassieZ Said :
CassieZ I know the feeling but I don't think your any of those things :)
On August 20th 2008 angelfighting Said :
angelfighting I feel the same way. Great poem. =]
On August 20th 2008 XxXastinXxX Said :
XxXastinXxX this is beautiful, but ur wrong about ur self u probably hate me for saying that but i dont care u need to hear it
On August 20th 2008 deadpoet Said :
deadpoet this was beautiful andy but you have to stay strong and keep your head up. things will get better one day, trust me.
On August 20th 2008 bayleebroken Said :
bayleebroken i wish you wouldnt think this way dear.