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Lost To Demons

Views (94) Pain Created on 8-5-08 Flag

I'm feeling insecure,

my heart is beating far to fast.

There are thoughts in my head now,

haunting me as I sleep, hurting me even as I'm awake.

Whatever happened to make this happen,

does it even matter?

All I know is that I've never felt so scared in my life.

That maybe, it's all a joke, maybe I'm being played.

It has happened before,

who's to say it won't happen again?

I'm not a bad person, am I?

So why must my heart,

always house insecurities, doubts and fears.

Why must my hearts emotions never be good one's?

The biting pain, comes unbidden on a chariot of misery.

Well alas I see my reign is coming to an end.

My own heart lost to the demons, and dark angels.

I'll remain on this earth,

but only a shadow of what I could have been.

A broken, crying shell of what was once a good person.

So as you laugh at my tears, I'll just fade away.

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On August 6th 2008 hiddenlotus Said :
hiddenlotus Thats good man. Really good.
On August 6th 2008 Calypso32 Said :
Calypso32 This is the greatest "Farewell" poem of yours that I've ever seen! This is a haunting poem, masterful!!~L
On August 6th 2008 naturalblue420 Said :
naturalblue420 this was great andy. i know that feeling well
On August 5th 2008 chickenbroth Said :
chickenbroth Nice.
On August 5th 2008 Andy2Anomaly Said :
Andy2Anomaly It's really old baby, don't be scared you know I love you.
On August 5th 2008 bayleebroken Said :
bayleebroken thats. really depressing. your kinda scaring me
On August 5th 2008 CassieZ Said :
CassieZ oh wow, this was AMAZING hun, reminds me of a few of my poems *God's Fallen Angel or Her Eyes Fade to Black* told you, we relate :P. Nice job Andy,keep up the good work