I Fall So Easily

Take not my presence for granted.

For it is so hard for me,

to give myself to another.

After all I have endured,

after all i have seen.

I find it hard to believe in hope any longer.

I find it hard to hand my heart over.

But you are so much to me.

Not just a pretty face, but so much more.

Your smile, your grace your laugh.

All of it, makes you like a potent poison for my heart.

I feel myself falling for you faster, deeper.

I see the abyss of your heart yawning before me.

Compelling me to dive right in.

I feel myself giving into the compulsion.

I feel myself loving you.

Even as i fight it.

It seems i fall in love oh so easily.

It seems impossible to stop myself.

I dive right in fear clenched tight around my heart.

Now I must wait and see what will happen.