Tears can't express

Tears can't express
Nor words can explain
How much pain I feel
When I hear your name

I asked you not to leave
But you said you'd be okay
Then you got in the car
With what's his name

You said you'd be right back
After you snagged a thirty pack
I should have went with you
I shouldn't have stayed

Tears can't express
Nor words can explain
How much pain I feel
When I hear your name

I got a call
At exactly 4:03
I dropped to my knees
And began to pled

I raced to the hospital
And ran up the stairs
I got to the waiting room
And everyone stared

Tears can't express
Nor words can explain
How much pain I feel
When I hear your name

Your family stood up
With tears in their eyes
They didn't have to say
But I knew that you had died

I stood in disbelief
As everyone cried
I couldn't help but ask
The question why

Tears can't express
Nor word can explain
How much pain I feel
When I hear your name

I knew I shouldn't have let you go
I should have taken your place
At your funeral
I felt like such a disgrace

I didn't cry that day
And for that I'm sorry
I didn't feel sad
All I felt was mad

Tears can't express
Nor words can explain
How much pain I feel
When I hear your name

I don't know what to say
Or what to do
All I know
Is that I really loved you

You were my best friend
And no one can understand
the emptiness inside
and the guilt on my mind

Tears can't express
nor words can explain
how much pain i feel
when i hear your name