What Hell Really Is

Looking up there it is,

It is in your eyes.

The cruelty of your being.

I fear your smile.

Knowing I am in danger from you.

Evil smiles are never good.

Taking your blades.

Laying them next to me.

I am frozen inside.

All too aware of what will happen next.

Slicing my skin.

Taking your time.

The curse of awareness,

Letting me know this is just the beginning.

I would be better off not knowing that.

The pain burns.

I am dying to catch my breath,

I am dying to die.

He is far from done with me.

Crying inside.

I understand now.