You Always

There's so much anger and hurt inside,
Sometimes I wish I could just curl up and die,
You tell me you love me and that you care,
But you bring me so much pain that I can't bare,
I love you so much it dreads my mind with fear,
Plus everytime we talk I'm the one always shredding the tears,
You always tell me "Que I don't want you to be mad",
But baby your missing the point "Que its always that I'm sad",
You always tell me your sorry and that I know that you love me,
But thats the part I'm missing the part I never see!