My Road to Happiness

I Wish I Could Hate You  

I wish that I could hate you

for all the pain and bullshit you put me through

I wish I could forget you, just throw the past away

But I know I can't regret being with you, I still remember it everyday

I wish I would have never met you

But we both know that I loved you, too

I wish the bad would outweigh the good

I want so badly to forget you, but I know that I never could

I wish I could leave what we shared behind

I wish that you weren' t always on my mind

I wish I had the strength to tell you goodbye

But whenever I get close, all I want to do is cry

I'll never forget our time together, I'm forgiving you, today

For some fucked up reason, in my heart you'll always stay

I'll remember all of the good times, and block out the bad

For you I wish only happiness, My love you'll always have

I wish I could find the words to say...

That I wish I could hate you,

but I miss you everyday!