WHY?!

Why do I feel that I'm a burden to those that I am around?

Why do I feel like such shit, Why do I feel so down?

Why do I care so much about others feelings and their pain?

Why do I love so much when I know it's just a game?

Why do I try to change things when I know they'll never change?

Why do I feel this way, Why do I feel so strange?

Why do I sit alone so often thinking about my past?

Why do I involve myself in relationships, when I know they'll never last?

Why do I feel so useless, like I'm not doing any good?

Why can't I just start over?

I know I would if I could!