Used to Be

I used to feel so hated and discriminated
      but now I have found this love
    this love I thought I'd never find
       this love is so rare
   that is why I was so scared
   to even give people a chance
to make a change and put me in a trance
 to give me the life I have never had
   A life that I have so longed for
   all my life feeling so depressed
          I needed to rest
        I had so much stress
     kept to myself in my chest
I need to let go of this painful feeling
       that I have felt so long
     but is there a way of healing
what's been twisted and made all wrong
      I didn't know what to do
          until I met you
    you, because you are so true
        but when you leave
I will be the same all over again