Some poems I wrote...
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Created on 3-24-07
The simple things in life I seem soo happy I seem normal to you anyways.
I have such a crazy life beneath those eyes the tears I cry each night.
The hearts I break the hearts they broke its not as simple as you may take it.
But beneath that broken gurl lies another world to explore.
the times I've cryed you've stuck by my side you've held me close and made me feel like nothing else mattered.
As you held me in your arms as I cryed you made jokes to make me smile you talked to me to release the pain I was feeling.
You made me feel like everything I ever thought was impossible possible. Your so much more then amazing to me your perfect in every single way.
If you left my side I swear there would be nothing left of me but my ripped out soul and heart just laying there from where you broke it.
The tears will fall down that broken gurls face and you just sit there and watch her cry and slit her wrist and as she dies a slowly sad and painful death she screams ands screams over and over WHY! WHY! I thought you loved me now all I can ever be now is broken and torn bloody and scroon all I want is to be whole again and not torn apart the angel above mend my broken heart help me from this pain help to know that theres something worth living for cause all I ever did to deserve this is love you.
everyday I stop and think will this life go on or end
the life I thought was great was yet nothing to me
I cry each night of the thought that I lost you
I need your heart and soul you have mine back in return
I want us to last I want this to go right I don't want to waste time
the past is nothing to us anymore all we look for now is this future
I loved you you said you loved me back but I guess that wasn't true
you made me feel on top of the world
I want you back I need you here come back to me please I love you
I scream I cry out your name in my sleep
I just need you back to hold me tight and make me feel loved again
broken hearts make you cry. Same with broken toys If your a baby. So my heart is like a toy you play with it then break it then I'm fixed again and what do you know it gets broken again. So I just might be a baby crying over my toy but what did I do to make u break it ? ! I did nothing!!! all I did to deserve this was be nice and have a big heart and let you play with it!!!
This pain is jut to impossible to bare. I can't take it anymore I want to die I want to be free from this life. I just wanna be away from u I can't take it. I don't want you around me. Just leave me alone I try and try to be forgiven but I forgot U don't give a shit about me to even care. Soo just leave me be in this shithole to die!!!
I can't take this no more. Take me from this pain take me from this life I'm in. I don't want to see your face I don't want to hear your voice I don't want you to fucking bother me. Just back the fuck off and get the hell out of my life cause I just hate you.
I wanna fell the rush I want to feel the pain I want to be free free from the life I wish I never had I want to change my life around cause I want to be free from all my problems I just want to be who I am but how can I if everything I do is wrong I'm never going to have the life life I want cause I'm being held back held back by the hate the hits the memorys I just want to be me cause if I don't turn around soon.... then all there is left is more tears more blood hitting that cold harsh floor and depression till I finally can't take it I take the razor blade deep into my vain stricking each and everyone of them and I lay there dead with a note next to my head that says I'm srry I loved you but I hated life to much to care
why can't this life just be simple cause this life I live in just wants to make me cry and scream and just plain out kill my self I'm tired of all the pain and the lies and those bloody tears hitting the cold hard ground I just want one day with now drama no fights I just want it all to END!!!!
Please Login to post comments| On April 2nd 2007 ybgrreject Said : | |
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wow, they started out happy then turned from talk of love and happiness to hate and misery, it seems like you wrote this during a relationship, the end of one, and what was left of your heart afterwards...i too know what its like to have a broken heart, but ending your own life isnt the way to go, beleive me i kow, ive tried...love is something everyone has in their hearts, and for each person there is one other person meant for them, you just havent found him yet, so , like so many others keep looking for him, cause hes out there, looking for you, no worries, you'll find him, as long as you dont give up, ok? |
