Last goodbye

all this anger and fright

is locked up inside

locked up all the time

is the only way to survive 

i cry all alone

with no one to hold

i lay on this bare flooor

so alone and cold

why cant you see me

i stand right in front of you

but all yo see is a mask

i just wish you knew

the burden i carry

every day of my life

the haunting memories 

that can be ended by a quick swipe of a knife

so before you walk away

and before you say"i wish you would just die"

just remember that this

will be my last "goodbye"