Snow

So much wind, so much snow. The winter in my heart... does anybody know? Do they know i i suffer all alone.

Its so cold, the snow..the snow makes my tears so cold.

Yes little one, it is so cold. The snow freezes your heart that cries so hard.

But why? Who.. whos voice is this speaking to me in the dark?

Does it matter? Your all alone. No one has come to save you. No one is here to keep you warm, to make the snow melt away.

Snow? Why....why is there so much snow? Why is there no one to love me, to make the snow melt away. Make the snow go away... make the pain in my chest fade like light in darkness... its so cold.

I know, i know. But i cannot make the snow go away. I cannot make the pain fade.

Why not? Why dosnt anybody love me. Why dosnt anybody make me happy. I cry alone... all alone. Why? Am i not worth it?

Little one, you are worth so much more then you may ever know.

Then why? Why am i left alone in this snowy place? Left alone with no one to hold me. To keep me warm. Does anybody miss me? Does anybody love me? Did they ever?

Snow is cold. To cold for your fragile heart and soul. Look... what do you see besides this white pure thing?

See? What do i see?

Yes little one...what do you see?

See? What is there to see. What is love... what is warmth? What is the meaning if all this cold feeling? Why? Why are my tears cold? Arent all tears sappose to be warm? Why?

Snow. The thing that covers your heart with ice... snow. The thing that makes everything you once held dear...freeze and shatter...It snows so much. The cold numbing you. Little one, dont cry. Dont cry. Be happy that you dont know. That you dont know the feeling of love, warmth...feeling. Be happy, because then you can never miss something you never once had... happy....

Happy? Snow...snow dosnt let me be happy... snow makes me numb....save me. Snow, is the reason why i dont love, feel...the reason why i never give warmth....snow.

yes....snow