complicated

So complicated i cant explain

so much hurt. so much pain

perfection falling to the ground,

with the wispered rumors going round'

Hearts filled with so much hate.

Im only wishing for my fate.

and i can see but only one star

so close but yet so far

nailed to the stupid reget

they make it do hard to forget

wondering y its happend to me

this isn't who i used to be

Hot tears fall down my face

 angery memories i cant erase.

My phone beebs late at night

so sick of trying to win this fight

for y u hate me there is no answer or sign

so go away with this complicated life of mine

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To Riggin,

Im sorry Im not good enough

To joe,

you had my trust