I'm sorry

I look at my e-mails a million times a day

Just to see if you’ll come back

I don’t know what to say

I can’t explain how I act

There must be a million missed calls

On your cell phone

And I didn’t leave a message

Or times when you answered

And I hung up

And you never knew

It was me

I tried to say sorry

But you didn’t listen

I didn’t care what I lost

But I know what I’m missing

Hugs that didn’t mean anything

Kisses that seem to be a mistake

Words that have gone up in smoke

All causes me to realize the bad choice I had to make

I chose him

But should have chose you

‘Cause now I have neither

And I don’t what I can do

If I could go back in time

I would make sure to love you

And call you mine

He wouldn’t have even known me

And you wouldn’t have to be hurt

But being selfish

Makes everything worse

I cry

You try

To act like you not hurt

But I know you’re just as bad as me

Or even worse

You don’t have to forgive

But I’ll always regret

I don’t want to relive

But I’ll never forget