never had a chance

i smiled wen i saw him
i laughed wen he acted silly (stupid)
i tried not to cry wen u talked about ur gf
but i cried so hard wen i saw u dancing with her
y am i so upset its not like i ever had a chance
with you how could i
i am not pretty
i am not smart
i act like a dork sum times
i always say stupid things nd get scared around u
i was so stupid to think i had a chance