What my heart wants?

I never planed on falling for you,

but you were all i wanted and thats all i knew.

I was  16 you were with another girl,

you knew just how to get my attention, how to make my toes curl.

Now 5 years on you still make me smile,

your mine now not hers, but was it worth wile.

We fight like no other couple you call me names and scream down my ear,

But that dosnt hurt as much as seeing our daughter cry infear.

Why cant you see the drugs are destroying you,

You let me down so much and all i ever done was love you.

So iam letting you know  we cant go on this way,

Its not fair why dose our baby have to pay.

Your showing her this is whats normal, and how a man should be,

But I will teach her diffarent she can always trust in me.

We cant do this any more it all has to stop at once,

And to answer your question yes this is what my heart wants.